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I find myself longing for a time that never existedReminiscing about memories that are likely to be as unreal as they are realI make travel plans to foreign landGrieving the reality I will never belong in the place that is supposed to be home
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You romanticize the darkest timesIn the history of humankindBecause you know if you can findSomething good then the worst timesOf your life couldn’t be so bad‘Cause even when people died at tenAt least back then the cruelty was short
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I am plagued by the knowledge of the many years ahead of me and the awareness that it is not enough.
